Thursday, October 30, 2008
de tour
next
and although at the back my mind, i know i'm fighting a losing battle here, but i'm prepared to risk it this time. but unfortunately, unlike any other cliche stories that i heard, my gamble did'nt paid off. it was embarrassing, and probably the single good thing that come out of this is that i wasn't left wandering. and having said that, having a reality check is even worse. it proves that i was right all along..
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
8.08
already wrapped myself in my nice comfy duvet + lots of pillows around me... so gud nite dear readers.
quote
"keeping your pride & get nothing @ taking a risk & maybe... maybe..having everything.."
interesting...
nobody supposed to be here
how did you get here? nobody's supposed to be here...
Monday, October 27, 2008
Ayah
4 in the morning
Sunday, October 26, 2008
a newly crowned Datuk
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
the green eyed monster
what r they talking about?
is she laughing at her jokes?
does he like her?
does she likes him too?
are u out of the game???
Sunday, October 19, 2008
girls aloud - the promise
Friday, October 17, 2008
talking trash
"oh, i can't wait to see her!"
"i get to see her tonight!"
"we had the best weekend together!"
"i miss u so much!"
"hugs & kisses to u, xoxo"
pathetic!!! did I mention he complements each of these status updates with little hearts? with f*****g little hearts. u might say this bothers me because i am a bitter person. u might say that or u might also agree with me. truth be told, i don't have a problem with other people's relationships. get as happy as you want. it's ur life anyway. my prediction is that it probably wouldn't last but hey—enjoy it while it does. and if it does last, well, u've got yourself a keeper. Just shut up about it.
we're no longer in the junior high & parading ur affection like that is no longer cute. and in all honestly, i don't give a s*** about ur girlfriend. u both deserve each other. Grow a pair. Next thing you know u'll be married with a bunch of squealing children and u'll update your Facebook status with something similar like this "a man is incomplete until he is married. after that, he is finished."
seriously...
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
far from perfect
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
sad
but on a different note, my heart skipped a beat when i saw this beautiful set of twins. they were so tiny and adorable. now, i wish i'm a proud parent with children of my own.
Monday, October 13, 2008
penat tapi puas
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i love & i hate & everything in between
When we love something, what happens? What happens is that we want to possess it. We want to hold it close, attach to it, and protect it. We want it to be a part of us. When we hate, we want to get as far away from the hated as we can, or even destroy it. These two feelings are quite different, but actually, they come from the identical root, they are two sides of the same coin. Because when we hold something close, when we love something, we become afraid of losing it, and this brings up jealousy, and jealousy, of course, is based on hatred as we become guarded and secretive. so, is it acceptable to love @ hate at the same time? it may neither seems rational nor logical but we do this because we have to do this. we wouldn't know how else to react. it's cliche but nonetheless true.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
the locker room
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
why i acted the way i did
all I'm asking for is a simple apology or a clarification of the matter. that would suffice. all this while, i used to comment that why is difficult for people to utter the 3 words of "i am sorry" when i can say them in a heartbeat. until proven otherwise, i have the feeling that u will never seek my apology and u being u, will leave it to time until things get better and from there on, we're good & pretend as if nothing happen. but, I'm tired of giving in and letting people walk all over me. that's why i stood up and left. because i have pride.
p.s: i know some of u will laugh & joke about this entry and by all means go ahead. i'm not like u. i don't have the ability to take it with a pinch of salt. i'm sorry, it's just me.