she's blooming with happiness. they compliment each other well

bang bang

..she wore black and i wore white,
she will always win the fight..

bang bang she shot me down
bang bang i hit the ground
bang bang that awful sound
bang bang my baby shot me down....

strip poker..


isn't it an exciting game?? hahah. =P

it's not the flesh that u want to see, but the thought of removing an item of clothing with each losses is enticing.


it is even better when ur comfortable with ur own skin.

pesan mama,

apapun jgn putus asa!

had my surgery clinics just now. alhamdulillah it went ok. thank u God.

but pagi tu, a few hours before clinic, baru perasan that i've misplaced my stethoscope. ke hulu, ke hilir cari, x jumpe2 gak... last2 tiber teringat n terus pinjam kt aina who will be having her clinics tomorrow.

so thank u aina. mintak pinjam satu, dpt dua terus.. ngee. di ckp pilih la yg mana best. n just now masa clinic to my suprise, for the long case dpt one of the familiar faces that i've grown to be accustomed to since the recent months.. heheh, dlm hati excited jugak, sbb die pun mcm giving me that cheeky grin what he first saw me there.

so, for this surgery clinics, dpt
- intermittent claudication for long case
- short cases - stoma/hartmann's, diabetic foot, multiple surgical x rays (3 stations)

esok keluar list oral. semoga dipermudahkan. isnyaAllah...

n good luck to the rest yg akan amik their clinics tomorrow.

leaving on a jet plane - mv armagedon

sometimes i'm nice,
sometimes i'm not,
sometimes i'm dark and twisted,
sometimes i'm bright and shiny,

and sometimes, i need space,
i need to get away.. away from here.
to cool things off,
to get some peace,
to regain my sanity..

i don't like fixing things when it's broken. i walk away..


*i know, it doesn't rhyme. so...

as much as i want to, i don't know whether it's possible or not. i just feel so vulnerable at the moment..

penat jugak eh nak tengs kan sumer orang.. isk2 mcm mana la nanti bila kawen.. tulis thank u note kat sumer yg hadir.. hahah

okeh.. pergi telaah buku.

the big two five

thank u to the boys of 75 summerstown aka my housemates/brothers/family

p/s: click the pics for bigger view.

So little time..
Try to understand that I'm...
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game..
I try to stay awake and remember my name..
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.

we got the bacth from med protecion society.

it reads Dr. M.I Aiman Ismail.

i don't know why but i'm overwhelmed. thank u..

i'm having on of those days where i think too much...


aawww... hidup2.. macam2 yg boleh berlaku...


tapi lately... asyik makan tido, makan tido, makan tido. kalau xde makanan mulalah rasa gelisah, nak ke tesco malas, tapi mulut nak mengunyah jer. isk2... cmner ni?

dh la the guys here pandai2 belaka... sometimes rasa mcm x measure up pulak... dush. salahkan diri sendiri yg x bersungguh study. lepas tu berangan pulak. ishh... geram betul!

ilmu jangan lokek. ilmu bukan milik kita. milik bersama.

hmm...so i screwed up... but there are many more to come ahead. walking in there feeling all defeated is not an option. lets do this...



bismillahirrahmanirrahim

ok GO!

ilisaurus

i would rarely promote other blogs, but i think this one is pretty cool. she's my neighbour back then in Reko road. and now she's in liverpool furthering her studies.

check it out especially if u like indie gigs.
anyway, here it is... http://ilisaurus.wordpress.com/

when he saw me taking pictures of my colleagues, instead of keeping me away from taking more pics, he showed me how to take better pics, to make the pics clearer when the object is moving... heheh, n this happen there and then during the presentation...

and oh.. did i mentioned that he was the time keeper for the questioning sessions.. heheh

i just don't know what to do with myself. i need a big slap on my face and get a reality check. maybe what they say is right. i am a laughing stock. i don't take things seriously and i'm no better than the rest. i should know my place.

#

it's gonna be pretty nerve wrecking tomorrow. i practiced a few times but i still get a little over 7 minutes. i hope somehow, i can pull this one off. best of luck to all of us who are presenting tomorrow and the day after.

aawww... though i'm not an avid fan, but i think they compliment each other. sweet.

and on a different topic, i'm trying to improvise from the original script that i wrote. susahla nak make it 7 minutes when i have so much to say. huh..

some people said that if u know only this much now, then chances are u'll probably only know that much. housemanship is a different ball game all together. you learn more of the clinical stuff, enhancing ur hands on skills but in terms of theory, u won't gain as much as when ur in the final year. techincally this is supposed to be ur peak period.

but then again, someone elses say that knowledge is a lifelong process. u can never acquire enough no matter how much u think u've gain. so, what happen then?

and this morning was a bit quiet. my bas pass has expired. hence, i decided to walk to SIVUH. the last time i walked there, it took me about 35 minutes. my tutorial starts at 8am and this morning i went out at 7.35. so in my mind i know that i'll be late.

but fortunately, as i was walking up the summerstown road, a car passed by and pulled over. he offered me a lift to SIVUH. =)

i had my interview yesterday. it went slightly rough for me. half of the time, i was criticised for giving out 'wrong' answers. maybe because, i speak my mind out. i could write up on a whole page of list about what i dislike in the interview but i choose not to.

we don't bite the hands that feed us don't we??