ameen left last week & shahied is leaving tommorow. it's hard to imagine not to talk to him on a daily basis.

izad will surely miss him, i'm going to miss him too. and i know after this, we will no longer be as close as we are rite now. of course, the occasional text messages, facebooking and all that. but that's about it. inevitably, we'll change and not necessarily for the better...

today we had a mini gathering. people that i practically won't being seeing for a very long time. most of us cried as we bid our final goodbye. it was a sad moment.

and within the next few days, i'll be leaving 75 as well. no more housemates, no more groupmates, no more classmates.

the good, the bad & the ugly

this is just a point of view. it won't make or break them. as a matter of fact, my opinion has very little effect on their esteem. so, i'm going to describe a little bit of my housemates;


lets start with the eldest - shahid
as many would have mentioned before, he's like a big brother. he genuinely cares for your well being and he looks out for u when ur in need or in trouble. he likes to cook and he does it very well. hands down the best in the house. and to add it up, he's a generous person. he doesn't mind sharing or treating u the small stuff. he's the one that i can depend on the most & perhaps the one that i would trust my life with. plus, when no other wants to play soccer with me, he doesn't mind. and i appreciate his time and effort. deep down, i wish he would keep his options open.

then with ameen - he's the guy with vision. i won't say he's born to lead but he possesses the charisma and esteem that are required to be a good leader. he is full of ambition and wants to work for the greater good. i respect him for that. and of course, he's the barber of the house. with many years of training no wonder he can cut his own hair without hassle. and i personally i think that his room is the neatest of us all. he's good with organizing things. he plays music and is a good guitarist/drummer. something that i wish i'm good at

nik, as he puts it, is the one who knows what he wants & get what he wants. most of the time anyway. he dreams big things and he has the confidence to get him there. he's an all rounder. he balances well between study, lectures and his regular sporting activities. he likes all kind of sports. at times, he can be a little bit guarded and cold. he takes time to warm up and i would say he's a proud person. he doesn't look down on u but he doesn't think highly of u either. it's difficult to get his acknowledgment. and oh, he is closest with izad.

and talking about izad, the youngest of the bunch, the baby of the house. he's good with people. he makes effort to get to know everybody and build a network with his good communication skills. i envy him for that. an aspiring politician in the making... we'll see. plus, he's very studious. staying in the library until the late hours. and he's the one who normally would share his stories and he's quite open with that. he's not afraid to be on the centre stage and put himself out there. maybe, he loves the limelight???

so all in all, this is a little description of my housemates. they may agree or disagree. so do u. but doesn't matter. like i said, my opinion weight very little to them. starting tomorrow, there will no longer be "us". we've parted into our own ways, realising our dreams and catching our destiny.

sometimes i wonder, why do i choose to be bitter & throw it all away...
it can easily be forgiven & forgotten,

but i'm tired of apologizing, i'm done feeling sorry,
better to be a cold ass bitch than a doormat.

i don't do drama, i don't do conflict, i walk out...
strangely, i still couldn't find it in my heart to forgive & forget...

like i said, the cut is deeper when ur close.

things to do

-pack and unpack
-buy a car
-buy a blackberry
-work my ass off to pay the bills

a new beginning. looking forward to many new adventures as a medical intern.

drag me to hell

interestingly, i found this movie more humerous than anything else. of course, some bits are a bit scary with elements of surprise thrown in every now and then. the acting is mediocre at best.

verdict: 6/10

p/s: watched it at mines and behind us, there were two middle aged men, both plumpy looking, making annoying comments in between the scenes!! tension!!!

finally, bought a new stethoscope. lost the old one after finishing my surgery rotation!!! it's seafoam green this time!!!. later that day, went to bukit bintang. go jalan2, bought a shirt @ isetan Lot 10. also, went to Pavillion to buy some donuts. JCo donuts!!! i honestly think the donuts are way much better than krispy kreme. seriously.

then, i went back home and later that night went to NZ klcc for supper with some friends. mmg port lepak la NZ ni. either NZ or Hartamas square.

i nearly cried. at last he won the french open. i just want to savour this moment. the moment roger completed his career slam. roger is indeed a true inspiration.

got an email from the SIVUH human resource officer. cekap giler diorang. luckily, one of my housemate bg tau that i received a letter from the hospital. and the submission date pun not very convenient for me. so, i have to contact them immediately saying that i'm not in ireland at the moment.

heheh, after emailing them, they arranged for a meeting in which diorang akan tolong assist isikan the forms that are required. pheww.... lega sikit rasa.

there are a few people that i feel like bitching about... but then again, if i do so, what's the difference between me & them.

u never wrestle with a pig. both of u get dirty but the pig loves it.

locked out

went to see Terminator salvation @chears selatan yesterday. wedenesday punye ticket price rm 6 jer!!! tapi mcm ramai gak sbb school holiday. citer ni mmg best. byk sgt action!! i like.. i like... then masa balik lagi skali silap masuk jalan!!! dr cheras nak balik kajang, masuk simpang ke mines pulak!!! huhuh...


anyway, later that night pegi main boling. as usual, i suck at boling. that's the reason why i avoid playing boling especially if playing with a large group. habis dalam 2.30 pagi, then balik rumah... tup tup... x jumpe kunci. call rumah byk kali, nobody answered!!! so, pegi la tido rumah min dkt bukit mewah.

then, masa balik tu, dh sampai rumah, check kunci. xde jugak, cek balik dlm poket... hahah, rupenye ade!!! dlm poket sebelah kiri daa... penat jer calling2 rumah, ketuk2 pintu, padahal kunci dlm poket jer...

went to jusco balakong just now. bought a few t shirts. got lost on the way back sbb salah masuk simpang. pegilah all the way jalan dkt sg long. lalu 2 tol, then jumpa kajang utama. when i got back, the sliding door in front of the house dh tuka baru. green in colour dah. frame cermin pun tukar jugak.

anyway, before that, lunch satay & air tembikai... slurrppp.

and oh, i moved up to Pro 250k in fb poker today.. hahah, it takes 3 weeks for me to get there. lama gak la to reach because i'm not a risk taker and i don't like going all in without seeing the turn. tapi .. i'm still no.6 in my list... =/

i've been well fed since coming back. if anything that i like about her, is especially the fact that she's a great cook. and she does it without complain. thumbs up!!!