it gets lonely when ur up here alone & by urself. things seems different nowadays. friends are walking out from u, coversations are running dry and only silence fills up the room. the genuine feeling of looking and caring for one another is long gone. loneliness creeps in and it is palpable more than ever. the sad truth is that they don't hate u but they just don't care, giving you the cold shoulders whenever you're near. ur existence doesn't seem to do much. ur just another face in the crowd. forgetable.... & of no significance.