all this while, people have been chanting to u, openly, like on the bumper stickers that u see everywhere... "take a chance, life is short".. "take a risk, u won't regret it" and that is exactly what i did. i took a chance. i gambled.
and although at the back my mind, i know i'm fighting a losing battle here, but i'm prepared to risk it this time. but unfortunately, unlike any other cliche stories that i heard, my gamble did'nt paid off. it was embarrassing, and probably the single good thing that come out of this is that i wasn't left wandering. and having said that, having a reality check is even worse. it proves that i was right all along..
and although at the back my mind, i know i'm fighting a losing battle here, but i'm prepared to risk it this time. but unfortunately, unlike any other cliche stories that i heard, my gamble did'nt paid off. it was embarrassing, and probably the single good thing that come out of this is that i wasn't left wandering. and having said that, having a reality check is even worse. it proves that i was right all along..
owwhhh... f*** it.
