mengarut

i have an exam coming up at the end of this week & it weights quite a lot too. but the thing is, i can't believe it that despite having this embedded into my mind, i just can't seem to give it my all. and i know that after the exam i'm gonna whine & bitch like no other stating that i could've done better. it is frustrating when u know that ur not utilizing ur full potential. insyaAllah, i know someday, i'll get there by any means if i have to. but i just hope that it will be sooner rather than later.

i miss my nerdy@glorious days. mom would've been upset if she knows that i'm slacking around. sigh...