it kinda hit u.. the pressure is on & u feel that the clock is ticking when ur best buddies are trying to pair u up with one of their acquaintances. and i have to admit, that i do enjoy the attention, and the who's who analysis. the efforts that my buddies have shown are just incredible. i can really see that they are putting a lot of work into this, coming to the fact that i narrowed down almost every single selection that is presented.
and in a way, i feel blessed that they want me to be happy and their defintion of happiness is i quote " to be in a stable relationship". and i've been single for the last 2 years and along these 24 months, i've been constantly pressured to meet up with someone, a friend of a friend maybe... i don't know. i tend to laugh & joke it out when issues like this are being brought up to the table. digging up the old black book, my records aren't that favourable. i had a couple of nasty break ups. and it's hard to believe that more often than not, i'm the mean half. i just don't know how to deal with problems. i don't fight. i walked away too often. they got fed up ... and i left. sometimes, i feel a bit envious to see people who are happily entering half a decade of a relationship & as happy as i am ... i don't have that.
and i dated people from all shapes & sizes. i've been there & i've seen them all. particularly the last one, it was a bad end. now looking back at my exes, some of them are happily married, some are dating other people & the rest remain single.
and i know, some may think that this topic is a little too private @ controversial to tell it all. but i don't care ... because they are all in the past. i moved on. but thank u for the effort guys. ur the best. and ooh... i haven't decide on anything. only time will tell. heheh.
and i dated people from all shapes & sizes. i've been there & i've seen them all. particularly the last one, it was a bad end. now looking back at my exes, some of them are happily married, some are dating other people & the rest remain single.
and i know, some may think that this topic is a little too private @ controversial to tell it all. but i don't care ... because they are all in the past. i moved on. but thank u for the effort guys. ur the best. and ooh... i haven't decide on anything. only time will tell. heheh.
