i don't know why i get so emotional these days. perhaps, the anxiety of the exam has really taking it's toll on me. little2 things that normally wouldn't have bothered me that much seems to break me easily.
and the worst part is that people don't really care. there are always more important things to deal with. i wish i could do the same and stop caring that much about others. i just feel so alone rite now and nobody to talk to. i feel very vulnerable and out of place. the cut is always deeper when ur close.
i really wish that dad is here to knock some sense into me, to set me up straight and be resilient to this kind of atmosphere. ayah, ilman rindu ayah...
mama... mama
