i don't know why but it recent months i have increasing interest on soccer. i would love to play soccer but knowing that my skill is limited, i tend not to be so vocal about it. also, i feel a bit uncomfortable playing with a group of people that im not close to. segan la..

one of these days, i just wish i could play soccer regularly, like proper soccer & not be intimidated by other players. tapi, would they tolerate my lack of skills & not be disappointed if my performance isn't up to theirs?? deep down, i'm really hoping that by any chance, those who play really well could give me some pointers and wouldn't mind teaching me so that i be more competent.

... i really want to play and i don't think any of them realise this.