even though on numerous occasions, i vow to be more cut throat and selfish but when it comes do to the damaging act itself, somehow... i just couldn't do it.

and it's not because i'm a nice person. i know i have my fair share of mistakes, but to intentionally hurt somebody.. i couldn't.

i guess when ur coming to an end, u start to think back of the beginning. people may come & go in ur life but true friends will remain. i wouldn't want to feel awkward if i see u within the next few years and not knowing what to say. and worse, if i'm not even bothered..

but it takes great effort to remain as close friends. as much as i want to, there is only so much that i can do. i can text u, call u, asking how ur doing, what's up and other small little chats that i do to keep tract of ur life... but if ur not interested, then what more can i say...

it'll be sad to think that after this, chances are that we could end up as strangers to one another..